as we go on….

i’m not sure if it is but i felt this, some sort of. hard feeling. it was’nt nice, srsly. i was in the middle of a crowd but still, that small way for my eyes saw a friggin shit that made my heart beat like 2NE1’s “Fire” beat *plays “fire” in loud speakers*. it was horrible. =|

reading that doesnt literally tell the whole story, so here we go.

once upon a time *sounds odd but whatever* in a school called Freyberg highschool, there was a young guy named Dale, and there’s this girl called Karen. both are year 11s, both are asian but Dale was Filipino and Karen was Japanese.

at Dale’s first day of school, nervously waiting for the school’s dean to give me a tour, kept on thinking “UHH, WHAT IMPRESSION SHOULD I GIVE THEM?! SHOULD I GIVE THEM THE ‘COOL’ FEEL?! BE QUIET AND MYSTERIOUS?? BE FRIENDLY?! BE A THUG AND TACKLE THE GUYS?!?”

i reckon almost every one who went through this situations would feel, well, not exactly the same thing, but atleast the tension building up would necesarily occur.

so there goes Dale, after bein dropped off by the dean at the Dance room, the very first thing i thought about was “Filipino, filipino, are there any filipino here?!! *spots someone* OH! here we go, oh wait, she aint FIlipino. oh well, atleast any asian would do.”

so Dale walked through the room to where that Asian chick was sitting, with his head down, many have noticed how Nervous and Shy Dale was, for peanut butter’s sake he can’t even walk straight!!

so he finally sat down about 9 inches away from that Asian girl *lol, seemed like it took ages to get there* he even took time to think about what nationality that Asian girl is, “hmm, her skin is was as pure as a celebrity’s and mmm, she has chinked eyes., i’m guessing, Korean?? no, hmm, Japanese?? err, i might as well just talk to her..” so there was Dale, with his lips stuttering, he asked that Asian girl her name. she said “Karen”…

Dale was somehow a bit shocked, since he knows how to somehow distinguish the asian races from the way the talk, and holy shit, Karen is a common name in Japan, right?? *LOL* “CRAP, SHE’S JAPANESE” having that said in his mind, although, he did’nt want to jump on any conclusions yet, Dale felt more comfortable.

Karen, was usually the most silent girl in the Dance class, whenever he attempt to start a conversation with her, She always answers in short sentences, or sometimes, even single words are given back to him. Dale was’nt even sure if it was pure shyness or she just basically doesnt like Dale.

Dale did’nt want to make it seem like he was hitting on Karen so he went asking some questions to other girls in the class *yes, 92% of the class are girls* from that point, Dale discovered that most of the girls in the class were bullying Karen, which ofcourse, made Dale sad and disappointed.

Dale really wanted to just establish a closer relationship with Karen, well, not that close but atleast, you know, He just wanted Karen’s answers to be a bit longer than the usual.

so what Dale did was, cheered Karen up, altho at that time he did’nt experienced any Racism yet *actually he did already, check my other posts*, he told encouraging things to Karen… He wasnt sure if it was the Encouraging words helped made them closer or was that just a lucky day??

TIME PASSED BY LIKE AN OSTRICH, Dale and Karen was finally making progress!*yay!* from passing notes to exchanging jokes, from ALWAYS being dance partners to being in the same dance crew, hanging out *or should i say dating?* on weekends, they were even always late, ohwell, it seemed like they enjoy their time together outside the Student centre, waiting for their detention slips. looked like they did’nt really care and they did’nt want to waste any second.

ofcourse a couple friendship would go to lots of obstacles. just like from the time when a new Japanese student came to  our school, “Saki”… for the first days when Saki was familiarizing herself to the school, Saki personally wanted Dale to be her ‘tour guide’ and ‘interpreter’, that somehow set a gap between Dale and Karen.

At times they meet at Dance class, when the moment comes that their eyes accidentally meet, Karen then gives Dale a frustrated look, instead of the sweet Look she usually gives him. and ofcourse, Dale felt it too. he did’nt really know what to do… it lasted for about 2 weeks, it did’nt seemed that long but holy crap, it did seem like ages…

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one morning, when Dale was walking to Dance class, before he even hold the door knob, Karen sneaked to his back and stopped him before he opened the door.  *WHAPAKK!* Karen slapped Dale’s left cheek, he looked at her, and oh, Karen’s expression didnt looked anywhere near good, *speaking/screaming/cursing to Dale in Japanese* i’ve got to be honest, i only understood half of what she said, but basically it just meant, “why hav’nt u been talking to me for over a week?! you butthole!”

but after that, it seemed like she released all her anger inside her and gave Dale again that sweet/lovely smile. seeing that again made Dale extremely happy. so they walked into class again. together.

weeks passed, having a fun bf/gf relationship friendship. everything just kept on getting better and better. Karen often shares her lunch with Dale at lunchtime, when they’re together, Karen is the one that usually opens up the conversation and Dale always catches Karen looking at him. sounds crazy but it seemed like Dale was the only guy Karen has been monitoring.

but it was one afternoon when Dale stopped by her last class to walk her to her house. Dale let Karen have a headstart of about 2 minutes. when Dale tried to catch up, he got stuck in a crowd, lots of happy people around him, Dale thought he was the only troubled person in that crowd,

well not for long, by the moment I SAW A FAMILIAR CHINESE GUY CARRYING KAREN’S BAG AND HIS OTHER HAND AT KAREN’S SHOULDER. i was totally pissed off. i mean, WHAT THE FRAG was that?!?! was that supposed to be some acting some sorta shit?! BECAUSE I WISH IT WAS.. the living nightmare did’nt stopped just yet, that guy just does’nt let go, AND YES, THEY LOOKED TOO MUCH LIKE A COUPLE, I ALMOST DIED. i thought i was gonna be insane,

i actually looked like a Ninja slash Hobo following the two of them walk to Karen’s House. both of them are smiling! looking at Karen’s expression, i wanted to believe it was a fake smile and she was thinking of me instead.. I KNOW WE HAVE’NT GONE UP TO THAT STAGE YET BUT FCUK!!!!

when they reached Karen’s house and there i was at the Bush, looking like a crazy dude, hoping they won’t Kiss nor Hug or even laugh and say goodbye, i just wanted for that chinese guy to get slapped in the face or get ran over by a truck on his way home, you dick!! x|

OKAY, I FEEL SHITTY SINCE LAST WEEK. I’M OUT.

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